Espoir in France means hope.
Just like Desmond Tutu said:
“Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness”
After several weeks of exhausted, desperate and full of disappointed. I do realize that I have to move on. I don’t want to be eaten by the bad thoughts. And I need to re-create and re-new my plan.
Failed at several things doesn’t make you a total failure unless you don’t want to fix things. Failed is just a process, another step for you to go around another part of life that you might not know before. Well, I can see it as a crystal clear why God put me in this position. He want to tested me. He want me to enjoy all the process, the journey, the pain and He want me to be strong.
I will come back better and stronger.